Monthly Archives: January 2014

The Warrior

Posted on January 31, 2014 by

I stopped writing… My husband said unkind things in anger about a blog he’s never read, so I stopped writing. He has watched the sadness, my demons return, once held captive by my writing now free again. “Please write!!” He … Continue reading →

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Love Is Like A River

I watch… I watch as everyone else’s lives move on, they seem to have just slowed for a speed bump and are now back up to speed. Here I sit not in a parking lot but in water. I loved … Continue reading →

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If You Love Her Let Her Go

Posted on January 28, 2014 by

I know, I know… I make you all jump through hoops and then I quit writing. I could make a million excuses but they would just be excuses, the truth? It’s been dark here the last week…why? I don’t know. … Continue reading →

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Whose Bed Have Your Boots Been Under

Funny little fact? No one down here in Oklahoma or ‘the south’ knows who ‘the whore’ is…no one. My sister doesn’t remember her name, my friends can’t recall what her momma named her “What it’s not really ‘the whore?” Only … Continue reading →

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I Won’t Back Down

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Lying Eyes

Posted on January 20, 2014 by

I haven’t written for a couple of days because my life got busy…extra kids last week, and then a ton more this weekend meant, I was busy.  Add in sows getting ready to farrow, calves needing sorting for our sale, … Continue reading →

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Ugly Girl

Posted on January 16, 2014 by

The morning of court was foggy… It was so foggy neither of the lawyers could fly in to attend court, they would be calling in. It’s a common occurence in the north, so my husband’s lawyer wasn’t too upset. We … Continue reading →

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Every Storm

Posted on January 16, 2014 by

Valdez was like I remembered it but covered in snow… Tons and tons of snow, I had only been there in the summer before, and seeing in covered in white was breathtaking. As soon as my feet hit the ground, … Continue reading →

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Unanswered Prayers

Posted on January 15, 2014 by

I prayed… All the way from Oklahoma to Valdez, I prayed in every quiet moment. I had been praying, and praying, then praying some more for the last month. Pleading with God to remove ‘the whore’ from our lives, to … Continue reading →

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Small Town USA

Posted on January 14, 2014 by

I feel like I need to clarify some things before I continue with ‘my story’… I don’t hate the Valdez, I really and truly don’t, there was a time I did just because of what happened there. I am sane … Continue reading →

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