Monthly Archives: March 2014

I Cross My Heart

I was talking to my husband this weekend, about me. I know ‘crazy ‘ words you be speaking Kelly. It’s me too ‘Sane Kelly’ talking ‘Crazy Kelly’ is taking a nap, hopefully a long one she is exhausting to keep … Continue reading →

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The Church on Cumberland Road

I’m going to a wedding this weekend…my first since D-day. My oldest son is the best man, he has been best friends with the young man since he was 5. We as a family have known the bride and groom … Continue reading →

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Pictures of You

Posted on March 27, 2014 by

I wrote a post the other day and I realized, most of you ‘my readers’ only know me from my blog. The picture is me and Lou aka ‘Laney, Boo, my daughter’. I have been very open, refusing to hide … Continue reading →

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Basket Case

The issues I have now could fill a book… Not a flimsy paper back either, one of the thousand page novels only a book lover could wade through. I’m a mess, a sometimes loveable, always crazy mess. Sometimes I wish … Continue reading →

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In My Daughter’s Eyes

I wonder who my daughter would be if the affair hadn’t happened… I’m not the same person I was, couldn’t be if I tried, so I’m not the mom I was to my boys. I catch myself sometimes rolling my … Continue reading →

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Bulletproof

Posted on March 24, 2014 by

I’m watching Steel Magnolias, I know I shouldn’t …   Pisses me off, I can’t watch old favorite shows. You see them with new eyes after an affair….Shelby wants to grow old with Jackson and sit on the back porch … Continue reading →

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Hit Me With Your Best Shot

Posted on March 23, 2014 by

“I’ll make you famous…” One of my favorite lines from the movie Young Guns, promised to a fella who drew on Billy the Kid. I wonder what ‘the whore’ would say if I’d promised her that? She never saw me … Continue reading →

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Say Something

Posted on March 23, 2014 by

I’m a talker…a person who needs to talk, to have conversations, to be heard and to hear. My husband isn’t. He is a sweep it under the rug, change the conversation, ‘Hey I’ll make you laugh’ kind of guy. I … Continue reading →

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Tiptoe Through the Tulips

Posted on March 22, 2014 by

I read other blogs about betrayed spouses. Sometimes I cry for them, other times I laugh and cheer, by reading them I don’t feel alone. In my real world I feel alone. I feel like everyone else’s life is from … Continue reading →

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Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Hope is hard. Hope used to be easy, as easy as breathing. I Kelly, was an optimist…maybe the last optimist left in Oklahoma. Drought and no grass? “It will rain soon, we will make it till fall” I’d tell my … Continue reading →

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