Monthly Archives: April 2014

Voices in my Head

I Hate It When The Voices In My Head Go Silent… I Never Know What Those Fuckers Are Planning…” Sorry for the f bomb but when I saw this quote the other day I knew I had to share. At … Continue reading

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Lying From You

I am still struggling with acceptance…How’s that for a kick in the teeth?…I still can’t in the core of my being accept what has happened. In my defense? I think you would struggle too, just for a second put yourself … Continue reading

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Kryptonite

My middle son’s prom was this weekend, and it started as a hard day. I cried Saturday morning laying in bed with my husband, as he begged me to stay in the present. I explained to him how sometimes no … Continue reading

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Bad Case of Loving You

I read a blog the other day, rolled my eyes, cried “Bullshit, urban legend” and clicked off of it. I kept thinking of it though and finally I googled (google queen remember?), and I found out I don’t know everything. … Continue reading

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Mercy

I still like to believe there are answers if you sit in the silence and listen. I don’t get many minutes of silence, with a house full of kids and voices screaming in my head, but I used to. If … Continue reading

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School’s Out

I am struggling….there I said it, I admitted it. Isn’t that the first step? I realized yesterday this next month is going to be a test of my sanity, of my being a mom first and a betrayed spouse second, … Continue reading

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Sorry

Cheating hasn’t only affected me and my kids, it’s changed my husband. Does he deserve it? “Hell ya!!” Angry Kelly and Crazy Kelly scream at once, becoming a single voice. They are right…he does deserve to live in the hell … Continue reading

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