Monthly Archives: April 2014

Voices in my Head

I Hate It When The Voices In My Head Go Silent… I Never Know What Those Fuckers Are Planning…” Sorry for the f bomb but when I saw this quote the other day I knew I had to share. At … Continue reading

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Lying From You

I am still struggling with acceptance…How’s that for a kick in the teeth?…I still can’t in the core of my being accept what has happened. In my defense? I think you would struggle too, just for a second put yourself … Continue reading

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Kryptonite

My middle son’s prom was this weekend, and it started as a hard day. I cried Saturday morning laying in bed with my husband, as he begged me to stay in the present. I explained to him how sometimes no … Continue reading

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Bad Case of Loving You

I read a blog the other day, rolled my eyes, cried “Bullshit, urban legend” and clicked off of it. I kept thinking of it though and finally I googled (google queen remember?), and I found out I don’t know everything. … Continue reading

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Mercy

I still like to believe there are answers if you sit in the silence and listen. I don’t get many minutes of silence, with a house full of kids and voices screaming in my head, but I used to. If … Continue reading

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School’s Out

I am struggling….there I said it, I admitted it. Isn’t that the first step? I realized yesterday this next month is going to be a test of my sanity, of my being a mom first and a betrayed spouse second, … Continue reading

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Sorry

Cheating hasn’t only affected me and my kids, it’s changed my husband. Does he deserve it? “Hell ya!!” Angry Kelly and Crazy Kelly scream at once, becoming a single voice. They are right…he does deserve to live in the hell … Continue reading

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Lying Eyes

I found a blog of a man who cheated on his wife and read it yesterday. It could have been wrote by my husband (grammar errors and all). He is now head over heels in love with his broken wife, … Continue reading

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Love Song

My husband finally read ‘some’ of my blog. I should leave the post at that….he did. For 5 months I have given him access to my diary, my inner thoughts, the voices who scream in my head, and he reads … Continue reading

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Forgiving You Was Easy

My husband asked about my blog the other day. I told him it was about ‘Forgiveness’, and he smiled at me. “So I should forgive so and so from work for driving me nuts.” he replied. I laughed a little … Continue reading

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