Monthly Archives: June 2014

Everything That Glitters (Is Not Gold)

Lou’s room has been painted, and then repainted. The colors were great but the glaze for the purple wall? The one that was supposed to make it glitter and shine? It made it dark and goth, kind of depressing really, … Continue reading

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Independent Women

I am trying to paint Lou’s room. I’ve gotten as far as cleaning it out, now I’m trying to decide on a paint color. I have purchased some flower and owl items to start the ball rolling and ‘inspire’ me. … Continue reading

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I’m Moving On

I think I might have worded some things wrong. My husband’s actions aren’t probably ‘road blocks’ as much as they are triggers I’m still working on. He isn’t groveling or kissing my ass (not my words, yours), and he isn’t … Continue reading

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Break On Through (To The Other Side)

I found out about the affair on a Wednesday. By Monday of the next week my oldest son had went back to college, my sister and niece back to Kansas, my friends and father-in-law had stopped babysitting me, and I … Continue reading

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I Love It

I got mad at my husband today‚Ķ It was another giant step in my recovery/healing because I got mad about a normal thing. I got mad because he had dumped some smoker residue (burnt wood, ashes, act) into my yard. … Continue reading

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The House That Built Me

I’ve been busy this last week, we had a party. A big cook-out to celebrate our oldest two kids turning 20 and 18. It was actually fun, and made me feel normal. It was the first big party since my … Continue reading

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Handlebars

I’m finding a roadblock in my recovery. My husband… I could leave it at that and be done, no one would question me, because he is my biggest trigger. However it’s not so much his being a giant trigger it’s … Continue reading

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