I got the giggles today.
I was driving home for a second time, because my middle son had forgotten his school books. It was just me in the car and I was flipping around to find a radio station. I heard a familiar song, and I paused.
Now just so you all know? I suck at the game, ‘Guess what song this is’. My kids and my husband play it all the time and I am the official biggest loser. It always takes me lyrics and a couple of minutes to figure out what song is playing. I will never be a musical genius.
This mornings song? ‘Faithfully’ by Journey.
Last year at this time? I would have drove up my driveway bawling my eyes out, but not this year. Nope I am healing, and me being me? I’m healing in my own damn way, which means, I find the irony and amusement where I can.
So I listened to the lyrics and giggled, and then I caught my breath…and giggled some more. Crazy Kelly came out to listen, and brought Angry Kelly with her, and the three of us sat in my car giggling hysterically.
I watched another marriage torn apart by infidelity this last week. I watched children hurt, and a woman brought to her knees. I have seen two now up close and personal, and in both cases the men were POS (pieces of shit). They were not worth saving, they were the type you run far and fast from, thanking God everyday he took them from your lives. unfortunately they still leave a damaged family in their wake, they leave destruction and misery. They need to go live on cheater island with the whores. Catch every STD out there and lay in the sun as their penis’ rot off. Just my thoughts on this Monday morning…
Sometimes I just wonder if there are any faithful men out there? Are there any that when life gets hard and a whore whispers sweet things in their ears, they just walk away? They go back to their wives and work on their marriage? They keep promises?
Me and my multiple personalities got the giggles today, and we sang loudly and off-key together in a chorus of bitterness.
“They say that the road ain’t no place to start a family
Right down the line it’s been you and me
And lovin’ a music man ain’t always what it’s supposed to be
Oh, girl you stand by me, I’m forever yours, faithfully
Circus life under the big top world
We all need the clowns to make us smile
Through space and time, always another show
Wondering where I am lost without you
And bein’ apart ain’t easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy of rediscovering you
Oh girl, you stand by me, I’m forever yours, faithfully
Faithfully, I’m still yoooooooooooours….
I’m forever yours, ever yoooooooooours….
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