Monthly Archives: September 2014

Cry Me A River

Last week was hard. It is stinking hard to accept the things you can not change. Especially when you are having a pity party for one. My pity party is over, who wants to be around a whiny person? Not … Continue reading

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Times Of Your Life

I got a card in the mail. My middle son brought it in to me. My heart fell when I saw it. I knew I was going to get it , I get one every single year. The one last year … Continue reading

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Tell Me Why

A sweet friend sent this to me last week. She knew I was angry. She knew I was struggling. She knew I wanted answers, and the frustration I felt in having none. No answers, at least none that explained to … Continue reading

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Time After Time

I wore my mother’s wedding dress. How’s that for a cliché? I wore my mother’s wedding dress, and I was married in my grandma’s little church. My sister stood beside me, my maid of honor…his cousin stood beside him. It … Continue reading

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Goodbye Earl

I always imagined that I’d spend this weekend on a cruise. Or on the beach with a drink in my hand and a smile on my lips. Instead I’m in an empty house doing laundry and rearranging the house. I … Continue reading

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You Are My Sunshine

I want to stay in bed for the next week and hide. How’s that for the brave strong woman you all think I am? I want to pull the covers over my head and hide from everything. I want to … Continue reading

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You Found Me

“So assholes and death, Kelly, huh?”Bob asks me. “Yep.” “Nothing else bothers you about September?” Bob questions. “Nope…” “Hmm, I think you are pushing things down again Kelly,” Bob advices,” If I remember right it doesn’t usually end well.” “Bob … Continue reading

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