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Hello

Happy Blog Anniversary to Me… Two years ago I finally started writing a blog… wordy at first. made me cry every time. it ran on and on sometimes. and the over use of this…… I was going to say goodbye … Continue reading

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Today it has been three years since my life imploded? Exploded? Got blown to hell? I am still here. and if that was all I wrote, I feel like it would be enough. Enough for all my readers who are … Continue reading

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Bad Blood

Had a sad epiphany yesterday… I stayed in my marriage. I choose to stay in my marriage. Let’s be honest, I fought with everything I had to save my marriage… My family. My husband. And kids. Now here I sit, … Continue reading

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Fight Song

So emotions are a little high this week… Anniversary coming up remember, and it is going to hurt, no matter what I do. It is making the triggers that hit do more damage than usual. It amplifies them, makes the … Continue reading

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Boys Of Fall

Next week is my wedding anniversary… I know “Oh ssshhhiiitttt!!!” It will be my third one since D-Day. Does it still suck? Yes. I don’t know if this date, anniversary, memory, will ever stop sucking. The positive thing about this … Continue reading

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House of Gold

Lou was playing on my phone… She is five and knows how to work it better than me. She has games and likes to take selfies (scary I know), and she likes to look at my 5000 plus pictures. I … Continue reading

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You’ve Got Time

I’ve been binge watching “Orange Is The New Black”… I have a young friend that started watching with me, and we pile on the couch, after changing into sweats and t-shirts. I like it. Is it graphic? Yep… Is it … Continue reading

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Learning to Live Again

I have the summer off… Best part of my new job? The kids. But a close second? Summers off… On my agenda this summer? To write more. I was teased the other day about not writing as much, that this … Continue reading

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Something Unpredictable

It’s a cool, after the storms morning here in Oklahoma… I was woke up last night by my oldest son, and told we needed to take cover. When they mention our small town on the news, and say a tornado … Continue reading

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Blow Me

I had a little drama… remember, I hate drama. I got a little mad…. remember, I sometimes see red when I’m mad. I started thinking…. remember sometimes I think too much. So there I was surrounded by drama, mad and … Continue reading

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