Tag Archives: depression

Imaginary Friend

A friend messaged me last night… “FUCK!! You left out what Bob said!!” She went on to say he was one of her favorites and she still reads every one of my posts. I think after 20 years of being … Continue reading

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Blow Me

I had a little drama… remember, I hate drama. I got a little mad…. remember, I sometimes see red when I’m mad. I started thinking…. remember sometimes I think too much. So there I was surrounded by drama, mad and … Continue reading

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What Hurts The Most

  “Hi…my name is Kelly and I am a betrayed spouse…” “Hi Kelly…” “I’m 809 days into my recovery.” “And?” Asks Bob my inner therapist. “And I’m okay?” “And Okay is good enough?” Questions Angry Kelly from the audience. “Okay is … Continue reading

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Down On The Farm

Still beautiful here in Oklahoma. It’s the kind of weather that almost makes me forget I hate fall. It makes me remember why fall was my favorite season, the pretty leaves, mums and pumpkins, plus all the food. I love … Continue reading

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Cry Me A River

Last week was hard. It is stinking hard to accept the things you can not change. Especially when you are having a pity party for one. My pity party is over, who wants to be around a whiny person? Not … Continue reading

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Wake Me Up When September Ends

I’ve started a morning “therapy” of sorts… No, I’m not talking to a real doctor, prescribing me drugs, asking me about my feelings shrink, but a friend. The healing has stopped. The laughter and light is getting dim. Summer is … Continue reading

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I Won’t Give Up

Just a thought to ponder. Bad shit happens, just does, and it can’t be undone, avoided or hide from…it happens. It happened to me, maybe it has happened to you. It leaves you weak, and sad, and angry and flipping … Continue reading

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