Tag Archives: forgiveness

Betrayal/Forgiveness

Today is my husband’s birthday… Last year it was a trigger, this year I have made peace with the day. I have found a lot of peace lately, true peace in my heart. Advertisements

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Holes In The Floor Of Heaven

Last year at this time I was a mess. Saying I was a mess might be a slight understatement. I was slightly to the left of totally insane and a wide right of anything resembling normal. I was coming up … Continue reading

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Let It Go

Yesterday was “National Forgiveness Day”. Yep, can’t make it up. It’s a day. “What did you do to celebrate it Kelly?” Well I found something to forgive. It’s supposed to be  “A celebration of unconditional love in which people take the time … Continue reading

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Keep Your Head Up

Sorry I haven’t been writing, but I got busy again… I write posts in my head daily, but it’s been hard finding a minute to put them down. It’s fall calving season  y’all, and it waits for no one to … Continue reading

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I Love It

I got mad at my husband today… It was another giant step in my recovery/healing because I got mad about a normal thing. I got mad because he had dumped some smoker residue (burnt wood, ashes, act) into my yard. … Continue reading

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Mercy

I still like to believe there are answers if you sit in the silence and listen. I don’t get many minutes of silence, with a house full of kids and voices screaming in my head, but I used to. If … Continue reading

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Sorry

Cheating hasn’t only affected me and my kids, it’s changed my husband. Does he deserve it? “Hell ya!!” Angry Kelly and Crazy Kelly scream at once, becoming a single voice. They are right…he does deserve to live in the hell … Continue reading

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