Tag Archives: recovery

Ribbons and Detours

Four  years ago my life changed… I was forced to take a detour through hell. I was tested and brought to my knees. I could have literally filled the bathtub I was often laying in with my tears. There were … Continue reading

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Imaginary Friend

A friend messaged me last night… “FUCK!! You left out what Bob said!!” She went on to say he was one of her favorites and she still reads every one of my posts. I think after 20 years of being … Continue reading

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Story Of My Life

Maybe the trick is to tell it until you are immune to the pain? Until you build up your tolerance to the heartache… When you can be separate yourself from your “story” and look back but not relive it? When … Continue reading

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7 Years

Once upon a time there lived a little girl named Lou… She was the heart and the light in her broken family. Innocent. Funny. Happy. But for how much longer? That has been the thought in my late night, can’t … Continue reading

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Stand By Me

A friend says she can see the progress I’ve made. She informed me she can read it in my blog, see it in my weight gain, how I look, and how I talk. She asked if I ever go back … Continue reading

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I Won’t Give Up

Just a thought to ponder. Bad shit happens, just does, and it can’t be undone, avoided or hide from…it happens. It happened to me, maybe it has happened to you. It leaves you weak, and sad, and angry and flipping … Continue reading

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How Can I Help You To Say Goodbye

I am not the Kelly I was before the affair. I’ve talked about it before, I’ve mourned her and I have accepted she is gone…my husband has not. I have found myself being lead back to her this week, by … Continue reading

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