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Shaft

Today I will go watch my oldest son graduate again. It is a day full of triggers that I was dreading…moving him out of the dorms I moved him into two years ago. I took a shit ton of pictures … Continue reading

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School’s Out

I am struggling….there I said it, I admitted it. Isn’t that the first step? I realized yesterday this next month is going to be a test of my sanity, of my being a mom first and a betrayed spouse second, … Continue reading

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Bulletproof

I’m watching Steel Magnolias, I know I shouldn’t …   Pisses me off, I can’t watch old favorite shows. You see them with new eyes after an affair….Shelby wants to grow old with Jackson and sit on the back porch … Continue reading

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Ironic

My husband has taken over my farm chores since he moved home. He expects nothing from me, and will argue if I help. I feel bad sometimes because he gets overwhelmed, between work and the farm. He complains because the … Continue reading

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Hard To Love

I am…irrated? Mad? Slightly pissed? Sigh, I don’t know which I am and I really don’t have the time today to sit down and psychoanalyze myself to figure out which I am. I have a list a mile long to … Continue reading

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So You Say It’s Your Birthday

It’s my Birthday…yay…Yes that is sarcasm. I used to like Birthdays, the one day of the year I got to do whatever I wanted and excuse myself because it was my birthday. By whatever I mean I didn’t have to … Continue reading

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Grandma Got Ran Over By A Reindeer

Today is my husband’s birthday. I wish I could leave the post with just the one sentence…maybe a smiley face and be done. I can’t though it’s been a tough week. Kind of funny, haha frigging Ha, last week I … Continue reading

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