Tag Archives: triggers

Ironic

My husband has taken over my farm chores since he moved home. He expects nothing from me, and will argue if I help. I feel bad sometimes because he gets overwhelmed, between work and the farm. He complains because the … Continue reading

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Hard To Love

I am…irrated? Mad? Slightly pissed? Sigh, I don’t know which I am and I really don’t have the time today to sit down and psychoanalyze myself to figure out which I am. I have a list a mile long to … Continue reading

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So You Say It’s Your Birthday

It’s my Birthday…yay…Yes that is sarcasm. I used to like Birthdays, the one day of the year I got to do whatever I wanted and excuse myself because it was my birthday. By whatever I mean I didn’t have to … Continue reading

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Grandma Got Ran Over By A Reindeer

Today is my husband’s birthday. I wish I could leave the post with just the one sentence…maybe a smiley face and be done. I can’t though it’s been a tough week. Kind of funny, haha frigging Ha, last week I … Continue reading

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Smile

I was gonna spruce up my blog…my sister is right, it’s ugly. There was a picture I wanted to use, one of my house with the sun setting behind it, my husband took it during his visit home after the … Continue reading

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Butterfly Kisses

Yesterday was my daughter’s Birthday, and it was a bittersweet day. Last year it was so difficult, I went insane…the kind of insane from anger and sadness, which takes you into a madness which sometimes there is no coming back … Continue reading

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Wrecking Ball

Tomorrow will be the first Thanksgiving my husband has ever spent with our daughter, and is probably the only one my youngest son at 14 will remember spending with him. He has been on the road working for 13 years, … Continue reading

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Living On A Prayer

I had started a post to let everyone know…Hey I’m fine look at me one post away from having finally beat this bitch and being healed. Almost everything I’ve read and “researched” (frantically¬†looked up, googled) says it takes years to … Continue reading

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Shot through the heart

I thought I was going insane. Truth is..I was probably already a little insane, come on we all are, and only the sane among us will admit it…so I was sanely going more insane. Now as we are all sitting … Continue reading

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