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I’m Moving On

Saw the whore’s car the other day… The one I’d daydreamed about shitting on. If we’re being honest? I once upon a time in Alaska had to use ALL my self control, as an adult and mother of four, not … Continue reading

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Heathens

I saw this and I loved it. One of the hardest parts of all this was coming to terms with how awful people can be. It made me paranoid. It made me clam up, and close up the best part … Continue reading

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Imaginary Friend

A friend messaged me last night… “FUCK!! You left out what Bob said!!” She went on to say he was one of her favorites and she still reads every one of my posts. I think after 20 years of being … Continue reading

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Oh Henry

Today is my 22nd wedding anniversary… Do you think it’s too late to ask for a refund? “Hey Osage County courthouse, I’d like my $20 dollars back, this license you gave me was defective…in fact it didn’t work at all!!” … Continue reading

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The Long Way Around

Went to see the Dixie Chicks last night… It was a little surreal listening to them live, and screaming/singing ‘Goodbye Earl’ and ‘Not Ready To Make Nice’ with them. Their cover of ‘Landslide’made me tear up. Maybe it should be … Continue reading

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Crossroads

I was asked a question last night… “How did you survive it all? The rough time in you marriage and stay married..” It wasn’t a judging me question. Or a nosey question. It was a “hey I need some advice … Continue reading

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Story Of My Life

Maybe the trick is to tell it until you are immune to the pain? Until you build up your tolerance to the heartache… When you can be separate yourself from your “story” and look back but not relive it? When … Continue reading

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7 Years

Once upon a time there lived a little girl named Lou… She was the heart and the light in her broken family. Innocent. Funny. Happy. But for how much longer? That has been the thought in my late night, can’t … Continue reading

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Lost Boy

Happiness… Is it funny, ironic? That the ONE thing we have all been searching for, when found is maybe the scariest part of healing? We used to take happy for granted, at least I did. Now a bunch of my … Continue reading

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Broken As Me

Question I’m most often asked? How I found my happiness again… Most the time I’m not asked in person, although you’d probably be surprised the number of people who have asked me. When you write an open blog in a … Continue reading

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